Ribs_Writes

Do you ever try to find out what calms your soul? Do you ever question yourself that you’ve got everything you wished for, you got a life you dreamt of but what is it that’s still missing? We do not have an end to our desires, we wish for something, get it,  want more of it without ever being thankful for what we already have.  I feel we do not thank enough, we do not count our blessings enough.  We are so deep into the shackles of the society we live in and the lives we have chosen for ourselves that we often forget to take a break, breathe, and look at the bright side (I am sure there’s always a bright side). One doesn’t have to stop being ambitious in order to be humble but the need to understand which desire is guiding you to growth needs to be recognized. The soul stays calm when you understand what you have is not what everyone has, what you have is what you wished for, prayed for, worked hard for. Don’t let it go! It isn’t worth letting go! I know it’s really onero...

  No matter what anyone tells you, No matter how hard you try, No matter you give your all to it, But there will still be days when you won’t be able to contain it, things will come crashing down, you’ll fall apart, you won’t know where to go, who to go to. Things you’ve left behind, things you’ve been trying to get over will come back and haunt you. That my friend! Right there! That’s when I want you to wait, that is where I want you to stay put, that’s when I need you to be patient. And when you’ve accomplished that, that’s when I need you to let it go, step by step, one day at a time. Cause as long as you don’t start letting it go, how are you going to make room for new things? I am sure you have the biggest heart, but when all of it is full of pain, how are you going to make space for love?

  He wanted to grow old with me I wanted to grow young and alive with him He wanted to stay home with me I wanted to travel the world with him He wanted me to be rational all the time  I wanted to do every possible crazy shit with him He would never let me in I wanted to spend every millisecond with him He cared for me too much to expose me to the world I wanted to face everything this world had to offer with him He loved me enough to have me around But I loved him way too much to overlook all his flaws He said love isn’t enough I said we can conquer the world when we have got each other He said I wasn’t worth it I said I’m ready to let go anything for us to stay together He said I was a mistake I said he’s the best thing that has ever happened to me That is when I realized, I was ready to walk miles and swim oceans for him while he was not even ready to move an inch for me :)

When I parted ways with him and I was trying to recover, to heal, to get back to being who I was, to accept that he isn’t there anymore, for months I told my friends and myself as well that I know all the possible rational explanations to this not ending well, I know things would’ve never worked out, I know it wasn’t meant to be, I am a girl who never works without logic and I know this wasn’t logical at all, I know love brings out a completely different side of me but I also know that it would have never lasted.  What actually was in my head was a screaming voice constantly questioning everyone and everything, whyyyyyyyyy? What I actually felt was pain, sometimes so intense that I could physically feel it hurting me. I couldn’t be myself, I felt so helpless and so weak that I didn’t even have the energy to ask for the aid. What I actually wanted was to find a way so that all of it can be undone and I could just run back to him, to my love. I would go over the good times and the b...

𝐈f I somehow land at a doctor’s or a therapist’s or some random philosophical person who attempts to ask me the “𝐈𝐓” question - "What do you want from life?⁣" 𝐈 suppose my answer will be that I want 𝘩𝘢𝘱𝘱𝘪𝘯𝘦𝘴𝘴.⁣ ⁣ 𝐍othing big, nothing fancy, nothing too flashy, just plain, 𝘴𝘪𝘮𝘱𝘭𝘦 𝘮𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘴 of happiness. ⁣ ⁣ 𝐅ew refreshing moments where I don’t have to pick sides, I don’t have to decide what’s right or not, I don’t have to fight for the right thing, I don’t have to face consequences of fighting for the right thing, I don’t have to worry about fighting for the right thing, 𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘣𝘺 𝘮𝘺𝘴𝘦𝘭𝘧. ⁣ ⁣ 𝐈n comprehending our little childhood/ teenage/ adulthood (basically the entire life) lesson about 𝘥𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘮𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘣𝘪𝘨, we kind of mess up the entire thing.⁣ ⁣ 𝐓he 𝘥𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘮𝘪𝘯𝘨 big and 𝘮𝘢𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘨 it big must keep offering you happiness 𝘱𝘦𝘳𝘴𝘪𝘴𝘵𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘭𝘺, without any fail. ⁣ 𝐇appiness is so underrated that it doesn’t even get the privil...

I t’s okay if at some point in life you are not being the best version of yourself.  It’s okay if the choices you made didn’t turn out to be what you were exactly looking for .  It is more than okay if you’re not staying true to everyone’s expectations .  Everyone deserves some breathing space here and there. Especially when it occurs to you that you are going to meet people in the path you’ve chosen who won’t just break your heart, they’ll entirely shatter you into a million pieces and it certainly won’t be easy for you to recover from this setback, you’ll take your time but eventually, you will make a comeback and that will be it!  That will be the moment you’ve been waiting for, you’ll feel so liberated after cutting ties from certain parts of your past that you won’t be able to contain all the joy within yourself, you’ll start spreading it, you’ll radiate positivity, you’ll be a ray of hope and an example to look up to for the ones sailing or maybe drowning i...