Ribs_Writes

  No matter what anyone tells you, No matter how hard you try, No matter you give your all to it, But there will still be days when you won’t be able to contain it, things will come crashing down, you’ll fall apart, you won’t know where to go, who to go to. Things you’ve left behind, things you’ve been trying to get over will come back and haunt you. That my friend! Right there! That’s when I want you to wait, that is where I want you to stay put, that’s when I need you to be patient. And when you’ve accomplished that, that’s when I need you to let it go, step by step, one day at a time. Cause as long as you don’t start letting it go, how are you going to make room for new things? I am sure you have the biggest heart, but when all of it is full of pain, how are you going to make space for love?

22hrs to 22! I’ll be 22 years old in a few hours. I feel old already but more than old, I feel responsible. Responsible for the things I do, the choices I make, and the decisions I take. The 21st year of our lives is generally supposed to be all fun and games but the excitement lasts as long as your Birthday. It’s nothing unexpected or nothing that I’d not already done. But I did come across a lot of new feelings and experiences, most common amongst them were fear, disappointment, and failure. For the first time in my life I lived with these feelings for a prolonged period of time and it was hard. Harder than I’d thought but I got over it eventually. Not that I’m successful now but yeah I’m doing well and I’ll be great given some time. I met a lot of new people this year, got into very difficult relations, fell in love, fell out of love but the most important thing I learned this year was prioritizing nothing but myself, letting go of people who would make me question my worth, never f...